Expectant. Things come together and things fall apart. Ebb and flow.
Hard to judge which part of the waiting process is useful and instructive and which part is useless and wasting precious time.
Lots of positive movement lately. I went to my first yoga class with Megan, put up two blogs for summer projects and am up for a couple of perks in each of my two jobs. This is all very exciting. At the same time, I am forced to go through the dreaded and hated 'decision making process'. It's easy for some. Not so much for me. Making decisions involves others - the kids, the family. It's the fact that my decisions affect them directly that paralyzes me. What if I muck it up? I am afraid and excited at the same time.